Too much.

I smile and laugh and act like everything's a-okay but deep inside seryoso I'm hurting. Fck. And sometimes yung pain, it's fucking too much to take ;(( Ang hirap sobra. Ang hirap magpanggap na masaya ka. I'm breaking down na every night. Hindi na tama toh. Fck. Why oh why. Anong nangyayari sakin. Haist. Ayoko naaaa